No surprise that after a lackluster recovery week that saw me get a jaw infection, I started this week feeling bloated and miserable. It's amazing that after only a week of high carbs, low protein that I would retain this much water and weight gain. The scale said I gained 3 pounds in a little more than a week. However, the combination of working out hard, eating good and sunshine has got me back on the wagon. I know I've relapsed many times, but there's still time to prove that p90x can be an effective program (and also why it falls short in some areas).
You see whereas I was highly motivated to do the program in phase 1, by phase 2 it had started to get old to me. The whole muscle confusion thing is almost completely smoke and mirrors: every exercise you do is still muscular or aerobic endurance without fail. Changing from divebomb pushups to plyo pushups isn't a large jump. It would be more "muscle confusing" if in the second phase you suddenly started doing heavy weight, but I digress. Tony's voice has become from annoying to teeth pulling, and the frustration kicked in. I'm surrounded by weight lifters, and now I'm afraid my lifts have plummeted. Certainly although I've become more efficient in the workouts and am more athletic, I'm not stronger. Counter this with despite some hiccups, I've busted my ass and have only slight fat loss to show for it. Is it really the depriving diet that's the key? If so then count me out. I can stand low carb but no carb is out of the picture. But me, being stubborn as hell, has to see this thing to the end.
No surprise that not doing this particular workout for a month that I would see no real gains from the last time I did it. That's not really a big issue with me, though. If I haven't stressed this enough, the improvements workout wise you get from p90x are mainly due to muscle memory, weight loss and an increase in endurance. This is not due to strength, muscle or power gains. Case in point: despite not being able to outdo my week 3 numbers, I was a lot less gassed while doing them. I also added a run outside in the morning because its finally above freezing up here. Ab Ripper X was a little harder than normal, but I attribute this to coming off of painkillers from the forementioned infection. Same with plyo.
As it stands now I still feel there's time to get to my goal of breaking under 180. I don't eat religiously but I'm avoiding sneaky calories, binge eating, high carbs and high fat. Protein's my only real concern: if I can achieve 150+ grams a day without eating burgers and fried chicken, then I'm probably going to be alright. School food is a struggle because things you think are light can actually be calorie laden. One example is a so called good 4 u wrap: the thing has 900 calories by itself (more than a big mac with fries). But by using IM techniques, I'm cutting out quite a bit of calories without shutting down my metabolism. Before my emotional wellbeing tanked on my recovery week and barely got through the 3 core syns, the scale was going down so I know my process was working.
For now I'm in the driver's seat again. As long as I can stay mentally sane and happy, I'm all set. P90x goes from a snap to scrap if you become discouraged. If after the final 4 weeks I see marked improvements, I might continue the fat loss for a little while longer before I jump back into muscle gain. Either way the process has been incredibly enlightening, and I know so much more than where I started. I'm rambling again, so that's where I'll end it tonight.
